eternaldarkness
BILLIONS of people have parents who love them. WHY do I have to get screwed with TWO of the most shittiest ppl on the planet? How does one even HAVE a fucking chance when you start off life with two assholes who are selfish af and don’t care about you?
And yet I’m told to “just forget the past” by EVERYONE. Like YOU get abused since birth and tell me how easy for you to “just get over it.”
It’s not like I wasn’t given a toy I wanted for my birthday. I got BEATEN almost every day, with GIANT black […]
-that the USA has NOT been in a war for ONLY 17 years out of the 247 years since it’s foundation (1776)?
-USA has over 800 military bases around the world. Russia has 21. China has 1. Yet Russia and China are the big bad bullies?
America is the biggest war hawk in the world- LITERALLY.
And WHY is this important? Bc ALL that MONEY, BILLIONS of dollars spent overseas mean we have “no money” for us, for the poor, for the middle class, for fixing collapsing roads, bridges, etc. All means of help and social services, cut cut cut and cut.
Americans- We […]
By “messed up” I mean
-ppl with chronic and persistent depression/suicidal ideation
-ppl who Self-Harm
-Hoarders
-abuse or SA victims that can’t get past the trauma
According to NAMI, 1 out of 5 ppl experience a mental illness. Though that figure is way overblown bc experiencing something “once” doesn’t constitute a mental illness (ex someone has post partum depression but never had depression before or after). Also, personally I don’t consider things like ADHD a “mental illness.” Yes, I know it’s in DSM-V. But who cares what phar.ma-funded ppl classify ppl as.
Obviously
-ppl who murder (%?)
-psychopaths (1%)
-sociopaths (3%)
“It is estimated […]
Man, I thought I was fucked up but these ppl in the videos make me feel almost “normal.”
What is wrong with ppl these days? Our world has gone to shit. Like seriously, growing up, ppl weren’t as crazy and fucked up as it is now. Growing up, we didn’t have mass shootings like every month. We didn’t have millions of Karens and Kens roaming around ruining everyone’s every day lives. Well sure, there always were entitled ppl, assholes and racists, but they tended to keep that shit to themselves in the past, more or less.
Yes, social media highlights all […]
I wish someone would rescue me from this hell, this shitty life of mine.
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How does one NOT be angry at bitter when their whole life they’ve been screwed time and time again? First by birth- who you are born to is the NUMBER 1 factor- if your parents are rich or poor as fuck, or nice and loving vs abusive and harming. If you are born to shitty parents who abused you and were poor af, you are so screwed from the get go.
You are either set up for success or failure from the moment you are conceived. You either have doors opened for you or have little to no opportunities. Intelligence, hard work […]
What If The World is Actually a Prison? | The Philosophy of Arthur Schopenhauer |
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Not much apparently.
-I am semi-disabled. I cannot work. Those 2 alone make me worthless according to society.
-I am poor. The poor are considered a pox on society. They’d throw us in a gas chamber if they could.
-I am middle aged. Soon to be “old.” Old ppl are worthless in the Western society.
-I don’t have any marketable skills aside from being an academic. Which is also worthless in today’s society. I am very intelligent and knowledgeable in so many areas- math, sciences, finance, economics, etc- but do not specialize in anything- so not worth much […]
https://myfox8.com/news/north-carolina/nc-man-wins-1000-a-day-for-life-after-buying-2-ticket/
Wouldn’t it be nice to win $1000/day for LIFE? Ok, so the man chose lump sum, and apparently “life” means 15.75 years for this dude.
He had the option of getting 365,000/yr every year or lump sum of 5,750,000 (which would equal to 15.75 years). “Life” equates to 20 years in the lotto world so idk why he’s only getting 15.75 years. Post-tax lump sum is 4.08M.
Well whatever the math is, I would LOVE to get 1000/d every day for 15 or 20 fucking years. How good would that be? Imagine how much easier you could BREATHE if you […]
The title of this song says it all about my life… -_-
Sigh…this is the life the elites want for us peasants. Only they’re still trying to squeeze what little is left from us. Their greed knows no bounds. And their callous indifference to human life and human suffering knows no bounds. We are nothing more than workhorses that need to eat to them.
I am listening to some music. One of the few things I ‘enjoy.’
Some people can sing.
Others can draw/paint/etc.
So many ppl can do such amazing things.
Hell, so many random ppl on YT can do some amazing things.
WTF can I do? I’m not “amazing” at anything. I’m GOOD at A LOT of things but I’m not an expert at anything or have mastery of any single thing.
I’m “good” at things that aren’t exactly marketable in today’s society (and by marketable I don’t mean being good for a stupid 9-5 wage slave job). I’m good academically- in […]
As the Borg in Star Trek is infamous for saying “Resistance is Futile.”
It seems trying to resist the systems that keep us down and poor and trapped is like sinking deeper into quicksand. The harder you try, the more you sink.
I’m so tired of trying and never getting anywhere. And that was back when I *was* healthy and worked 120-180hr/week jobs.
Life feels so damn hopeless.
Anyone got any ideas on how to make extra money via non traditional means? ie not via regular jobs.
YouTuber- BUT I don’t want to expose my face, so that limits both what kind of content I can create and income potential. Hell, I wouldn’t even know what kind of content to create. I’m not good with computer stuff, video editing, don’t have a good voice…. So…YouTuber probably not really for me unless I can find what content I can do without exposing my face that will draw a good size audience worth the time. We only obviously see YouTubers who […]