I feel so broken.
:'(
I can’t take my broken brain and broken heart and broken spirit anymore. All my feelings and emotions and inadequacies and fears and pain and everything else – it’s torturing me. I am mentally torturing myself. But I don’t know how to stop. If any of us did, we wouldn’t be here.
I’m tired of trying and never getting anywhere. I’m tired of being sick. I’m tired of being too exhausted to do anything. I’m tired of never feeling good enough. I’m tired of living this crappy life. I’m tired of being me. Too […]
It’s my fucking birthday and life sucks.
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btw, happy bday to my bday twin smokeclouds. here’s a bloody slice for ya! 😛
…to not be depressed?
I feel like all of life is about brainwashing. Starts off with parents trying to brainwash kids, so you don’t get out of line. And schools and teachers brainwashing us to believe certain things and to behave a certain way, so you don’t get out of line. Then your employers and corporations brainwash you to think and act a certain way, so you don’t get out of line.
I feel like we’ve been fed lies upon lies, so that They can control us. Who’s They? The wealthy, the elite, the corporations, the people who control our economy, the people who profit off the […]
Just wondering how many of us on here have that problem, of not being able to love ourselves.
Also, for those who do love yourself yet still suffer from depression and want to end your life, can you explain to me how that is? I would like to understand.
Let’s do an SP survey:
Do you love yourself?
Yes: 1
No: 9
If you could time travel back to any time in the past, what would message would you give yourself?
What’s there to be happy about?
-I have no real friends, no family, no significant other.
-No one is going to be celebrating my birthday next week.
-Life sucks when you’ve lost your will and motivation to live.
-Every year we just get older and older. More health problems, wrinkles, etc.
-Wtf have I accomplished in my life? Nada. All I have is suffering.
-Everything in my life is broken.
-Lots more but am too depressed to even type any more. Sigh.
What is the worst thing about depression?
-that you’re always miserable?
-that you can’t escape it unless you die?
-that it’s insanely hard to find a good, reliable way to end it all?
-the crushing loneliness and isolation?
-to not be understood?
-to no longer have passion or zest for life? or any desire to do much of anything?
-the unfortunate reality that you can’t be unborn?
-that this could’ve been prevented had certain circumstances had not happened (that’s either beyond your control, or self-perpetrated)?
-[insert your own reason]
Which one(s) are the worst for you, personally?
-What do you like about yourself?
-What do you hate about yourself?
-How would you rate who you are as a person, from 1-10 (1= the worst ever, 10= the best ever)?
-How would you rate your life, from 1-10 (1= the worst ever, 10= the best ever)?
Just curious how people see themselves.
Hilarious and cute!!
Don’t lie, you know there’s at least 1 person wanna send this to. 😛
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i3dY6aCUe9Y
Who wants this song at their funeral?
GRRRR ^*(($*&^^&!!!!
…not doing well today (well, I’m never really “doing well”, but some days are even crappier than others).
…tired to my life
…tired of everything
…too tired to even type more, oy.
Sorry if I’m posting too much. As stated above, not doing too good today…
Here, your turn:
I am…
What is the black pill you ask? Well, that’s the peaceful pill, of course. No red pill or blue pill for me. No living in a fake world, nor living knowing the truth. The truth sucks more than not knowing. Just hand me the black pill. A peaceful slumber with no more worries, no more pain…We’re just slaves in this world anyway.
Don’t you wish you could do that to your life / body / mind?
If only…
Or if no “reset” button, a “self-destruct” button.
If only…
Although, somehow, I could see this being used for evil purposes if it existed…
Sure, there may be a few good decent people left, but the shitty people far outnumber the good.
I feel like even dung beetles are better than humans. O_o
At least dung beetles clean up the environment rather than pollute it.
No this wasn’t meant to be a topic on the environment lol. I just feel like humans are the worst species ever when it comes to almost everything.
Let’s say you could only choose between the above two scenarios, and that only those two scenarios exist- you can either be super happy but super ugly, or be “drop dead” gorgeous but super sad and suicidal (yes, purposeful pun here).
Would you be okay with being fugly as long as you’re happy? Or you’d rather be super beautiful or handsome, and fuck being happy?