I tried to change my life for good but it doesn’t change. I lied compulsively from my childhood. It might have been an achievement that I didn’t lie to one person I loved for 20 days. He never trusted me on anything I said true but believed everything I lied. Doesn’t God want me to change. I am fed up of everything so took sleeping pills. Even there my hard luck didn’t stop. I survived. No one even believed me that I took pills. I have nothing in my life no friends, no ambition not even a single thing I should live for. Please God […]
I was never able to understand the reason I live. Now it’s even more of a mystery to me. I feel the emptiness inside me. Everyone told me that if I dwell in the present and work for future everything will be fine. It only worsened the case.
During my school days, I was very successful as a student but I always longed for friendship as I was not well from the age of one. Looking at kids playing appeared like a miracle to me. My only friends were the books. By Gods grace I recovered from my illness after 10 years. I thought my […]