I felt like shit. I mean I usually feel like shit but today was different. I honestly wanted to jump of the 5nd floor. I just need someone to talk to. Someone who will always be here for me. Someone who would be able to just listen and I can cry all I want and hrkwjdkejxkshdkwkdkanjskskskakskskkskqldnapjlkbkjhkijnbctyhjyd I just don’t feel okay. And I’m really tired of pretending im fine. I’m tired of people stepping all over me. You know what I wanna do? I want to ignore everyone… Just not talk to anyone (except for like 2 people who I love talking to). I’ve been […]
i just wanted to let you guys know that if you ever want to talk to someone; I’m here. I would actually like to get to know some of you. I’ve been reading posts all day and i feel like i can relate to almost all of yours. So um yeah… I hope some of you do talk to me.
I’m not good enough for ANYBODY. Not for family nor friends. NEVER. I can never satisfy anybody. I always do SOMETHING wrong. Fuck man, do you know how frustrating that is?! I just want to die; that way I won’t disappoint anybody. Yup, I should just kill myself! I don’t give 3 shits if that doesn’t make certain people happy. It makes ME happy. The thought of dying brings me so much fucking joy. If someone would go up to me and say “I’m going to kill youâ€, I would cry of happiness and worship that person. Thats what I want- to stop breathing. I […]
i don’t know…i guess to talk to about my problems. Well, not really talk about my problems because i highly doubt people will read the crap i post. I guess just to vent? I don’t know man. I just feel like shit. Yup yup yup.