I’m dreaming about how it’s gonna end..
Lying on the sofa,
Feeling crazy, feeling beaten, broken.
I’m thinking I’m suicidal
Idle, Lying here, idling the time away.
Dreaming of the final day and the ultimate escape.
I want a peaceful way, a gentle way, drifting into eternal sleep..
Sleep that knits the ravelled sleeve of care..
Sleep that takes me beyond the need of care.
Yes, thinking of suicide,’ suic’ idol..
Have I made an idol out of Death?
Has Death deceived me by displacing Life?
Eternal Life that I received when I was young?
Life that promised so much..
Life that I’ve trampled upon […]
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Fade
Over the years i’ve been battling against depression, only to realise it’s been my company through bad times and good times..
it’s indeed hard to wear a smile when yours eyes mirrors how hurt your inner soul is.. putting a mask on when your face reflects all the pain that you are going through..
at the age of 6 i planned to end up my life thinking it is the door to happiness of love i’ve been craving for.. such an innocent angel what do i know about suicide then?
i was beaten, tormented.. no one seemed to care, to the point of me not even believing to love […]