Is there even a point to it all anymore. All my life it’s never been about me  I live for them I fight for them I breathe for them. None of this is for me. I never wanted to be alive I’ve never found the beauty everyone keeps telling me about. I’m hardly alive as it is a shrivelled up soul forcing its body to move to keep going to pretend its alright that I’m alright when in reality I just want the one thing that would end this all no more fear no more pain no more worry just freedom. Doubt they let me […]