KK so im a shit person because i find it so stressful to make friends and when im in the process of becoming friendly with someone all i want to do is cut cut cut cut CUT so they can see and then they can’t reject me lol.
how fucked is that.
i fucking hate myself for even thinking like that
It took me a long time to get to this place. Don’t we all want to be clean? I know i did. I didn’t want to live with the hidden cuts, the physical heaviness of my chest, a head so foggy i could barely grasp my own thoughts. I didn’t want to look after every one around me just to make sure no one tried to look after me. I wanted to be my own person. Look after myself. Fix myself. Be a normal person. Live happy. happy. happy. happy.It was infuriating. Cut to be happy. Cut because i’m not happy. Could i please die […]
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