I’m over.
Go on youtube and look up Look away by thousand foot krutch. It helped me.
(Wrote this awhile ago)
Darkness
All I see is darkness
not a peak of light
I linger in the shadows
and scour away in fright
I feel a change within me
as red eyes look down and stare
the choices I have made
to get this disapproving glare
I know I’ve made mistakes
and I hold my own regret
but life will still go on
so forgive and just forget
But yet I’m smothered in this darkness
it’s suffocating me
it’s shielding my eyes
when I try to see
I step my one foot foward
not knowing where it rests
it’s hard to see the light when
I’m surrounded by this […]
Did I get your attention? (: Good, I just wanted to say if anyone feels really down or like they just can’t do it anymore to email me at kenzie.fallenangel33@gmail.com I’m always here to listen and give advice(If you want it) and I can relate to a lot of things, I don’t judge, because judging is badd. So you can just email me and tell me how you are doing(:
Hey, I haven’t been on in awhile (you guys probably haven’t noticed) but I just wanted to say hey. What have you guys been up to? How are you doing? If you want to talk, email me at kenzie.fallenangel33@gmail.com or I have a facebook Kenzie Mack. I’m always here to listen, sometimes you just want someone to listen and try to understand. If you just want to talk, I’m here.
Hey, guess what.
My heart’s still beating
My blood’s still flowing
My body’s still working
and I’m even glowing.
They all say I’m better and prettier than her. They all say it’s his loss. They all took my side. And I saw her, and they were right. He’s trying to get to me, but he isn’t strong enough to break through. His mistake, he’ll look back and think, “Wow, that was stupid, she gave me her heart and I threw it away, she was amazing” The 80 and 20 rule, I’m the 80 with the whole package and I cared about and loved you. You just met […]
There was always something inside of me saying I wasn’t good enough and that he would find someone else. I had the feeling deep down when he left that when he came back he would be different and that I wouldn’t be able to change that. I knew deep down that he didn’t love me and I was never really good enough. I was right, as usual. But I wish that this was a dream and I would wake up and see it was all fake. Somebody please shoot me because I can’t do this. Shoot me through the heart and put it out of […]
My energy is still gone, but I’m going to hang on. Maybe my story will save a life someday.
(A poem I wrote about a girl who is deeply in love being stood up)
At the risk of a wait
She put on her lipgloss
and fastened her dress
preparing for the date
with the man she loved best
she curled up her hair
and polished her nails
she felt like a princess
in those princessy tales
she looked beautiful
the mirror agreed
she just kept on saying
can’t believe he picked me
as she stared at the clock
her smile could not fade
he had picked her
at the risk of a wait
and she waited and watched
as minutes passed by
maybe he’d come
just a few minutes […]
It's one of my better pictures I guess…thank you effects.
In those eyes, is the truth.
Why does all of the bad stuff happen to the best people? It makes us lower ourselves and do things we regret. Sometimes we can’t make it through it. And the world will be stuck with the bad people who don’t know anything. The bullies that put us down. That dug our grave and watched us jump in it. Why do bad things happen to good people? Because sometimes, we’re just not strong enough to get through it.
Fuck life? No, fuck the people who made you think that
You’re ugly? Who are they to judge?
You’re worthless? No, you’re worth it.
You want to die? No, we need you to save lives.
All hope is gone? No, you just need to look
Want to be happy? Yes, but it only starts with YOU.
One day, we’ll have our story and we will save lives and we will make life worth it, hand in hand. We will make it…you are beautiful.
Its too hard and anyone who ever cared for me has given up on me. Maybe its just time to let go.
I have finally given up, I won’t eat or sleep, I just want to die. But I don’t want to kill myself because I don’t know where I’ll go and if it will be happier, so I’ll stay miserable in my own dark little corner and please anyone who comes my way…or needs someone to help, I think I can live knowing that I saved a life.
All of my energy is gone. I don’t even have enough to WANT to kill myself let alone do it. I just want to sit here and wait for the glorious day he decides to take my soul. Sometimes I even with there was a school shooting and I got shot, just so people would notice and maybe care. Just so I could leave this world. If anyone wants a listener, I will be here waiting to die. I’m sorry, but I give up.
I woke up yesterday morning ready to help and change lives, but I can’t do it. My feeling is gone, and I’m hoping I just drift away. I’m sorry, but I give up, there is just way too much negative than postive. Why do we even want to stay in this cruel world? It’s NOT a paradise, it’s full of pain and people telling you you’re worthless and not giving a shit about you dead or alive. I’m sorry but I’m giving up. I’m just going to sit here and wither away with the rest of my sad dark life. May the words in my […]
Ask yourself this question…”Do I want help? Do I want to be happy? Do I want to live?”
Remember, it all starts with YOU.
Hi, I’m tired of seeing all of these amazing people hate themselves. If you want help, then come here. I’m trying out a new thing and I’ll be posting more things too. You are worth way more than the people who are saying you aren’t. So you can join if you want…I want the first thing….look at yourself and pick out three things that you like (don’t deny it, we all have them) We all have those things that we try to make extra pretty and impressive. So if you want to join, just comment below, and if you can’t think of anything, then tell […]
I spend most of my time alone. Not because I choose to, but because everybody always has something better to do. They only want me when they need something or someone to listen, or even when they’re bored. I’m obviously not wanted. And nobody listens to what I have to say anyway, so why even talk? Why be social? Why care? Why love? Why live? There’s nothing holding me back anymore, my love for writing is still and always will be within me, but my drive and inspiration is gone. No, it is NOT writers block, I have had many great writing leads, just don’t […]