I cant remember barely who i used to be or when the last time was that icould genuinly smile and say that i was happy. Ive been looking for quite the time and no one wishes to support me. I come off as a beast not only as a coping mechanism but also a filtering system to see who is willing to dig past the disgusting to find the pure within it. I am not a bad person nor do i wish to be. Its just a matter of balancing who i truly am and who i am in person. I do know that im […]
I was calledworthles the other day, acted like it didnt phase me. Im a senior in high school and three of my so called friends ganged up on me saying I could look prettier or be more uplifting. Comments like that dont lift the spirit do they? Even the people who “love me” leave me alone when i need them most. I feel extremely lonely.. no one is there, I have no one to run to when im hopeless or when i simply need to cry. A good song that this reminds me of is The Abandoning by Love and Death. I wish not to be given […]
I wish life wasn’t getting harder for anyone. I wish I could make strength from pain for everyone to endure. I wish there was someone who decided to take these problems into huge consideration. As life continues more and more people who need this site haven’t heard of it and problems get worse. I want a cure for these painful endurances. Not medication.not suicide. Not just speaking or in this case typing but something different. If we can show the world how bad it sucks to be in our shoes will things change? I want me wish to be a dream… then it will […]
I’m the broken one who fixed it. 3 years of restraint. 12 years of battleing depression. 16 years of living. Physically and mentally I struggle but refuse to stay down. Life is ment to end yes but what will you make of it. Will you be another suicide story in the news? Or will you be the success story that is the broken one able to fix it? That’s a story id like to read. So tell me. Will you fight or fail? Fail like the others that slipped from my finger tips? Or will you fight to be better then what monster […]