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FallingSlow

Early 30's, Just a woman in this world... Just like everyone else here!

He is gone…But was never really mine…

by FallingSlow 7/9/2018

written by FallingSlow

He is gone now,
No longer will I see his smile,
He was here for just a moment,
Silence fills his place,
He is taken by another woman,
She is beautiful and wise,
I was a fleeting moment,
Now, not even a thought in his mind…

He was just like every other man in my life. Beautiful yet toxic… Why did I love him in only the short time I knew him? Why couldn’t I just walk away. I screw up everything… Now I have lost 2 friends I hoped would be around for life.
I lost their child, a beautiful angel I won’t ever see […]

7/9/2018 0 comment

Tired of the Same Day

by FallingSlow 6/26/2014

written by FallingSlow

I am tired of waking up to the same day. My day is filled with emptiness and sadness. I love a man that will never love me back. His excuses exhaust me. “I love you” he says, then tells all of his friends “Oh, we are just friends”. He keeps himself open for a better prize. I have now loved 2 men in my life and gave 100% to each relationship. While in the relationship each man found love in the arms of other women. I forgave them, moved past it, but never fully trusted. I am now 30, I have given over 10 years […]

6/26/2014 4 comments

When will this end…

by FallingSlow 12/28/2012

written by FallingSlow

Do you ever feel like you have done it all? Â You wake up to face the day, feed the dog, dress yourself, brush your teeth, eat some food and go to work. Â At work your totally disrespected by your peers and Friday you pick up your check. Â At the end of the day you come home and let the dog out to use the bathroom. Â Jump in the shower and make yourself believe you are washing away the hate, lies,Â disgustÂ of the day gone by. Â You get into bed, mentally numb in many ways and fall asleep after an hour of thinking about how much you […]

12/28/2012 4 comments