I’ve been contemplating suicide for a while now.
I’d be doing simple stuff, normal everyday stuff,
Then my mind will drift off into suicidal thoughts.
I’d be walking down the street..
Then I think, why don’t I just walk in front of that car?
Why not end it all right now?
I’d be in the tub.. I’ll go under water…
Then I start to think, why not stay down?
What’s the point of being alive,
If I already feel like I’m dead inside?
I’d be cutting up food for dinner
My eye would catch the blade cutting smoothly.
Why not just slit my throat, cut up my arms..
And bleed out..
I want to die.. I want to leave this earth..
Because nothing makes sense anymore..
My life has no meaning anymore..