IM A FUCKIN FAILURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
I get it, people move on. You get older and your friends start to drift apart, they go and live life. I understand that. I just cant understand why everyone else is so comfortable and normal. How does this happen? I dont understand, everyone seems to be moving forward. Everyone else seems to know what the fuck they’re doing except me. Honestly it just seems like everyone is moving away from me, not away from each other. Im standing still. Its seems like they talk all the time and go out and hang with each other still. Meanwhile im here alone in my room. It […]
For as long as I can remember I have thought of suicide, even back in elementary… I had no friends until the 4th grade. Things were okay until i shit my pants in the 5th grade therefore once again becoming an outcast. No friends in high school even though it was a fresh start I was still too awkward to make friends. Even when the thoughts are gone or I think everything is going good, it comes right back. Why cant I shake these thoughts? Im a loser and a weirdo, I have no friends and no one likes me. The only reasons I havent […]