Hi guys i’ve posted on this quite a bit earlier on this year but the difference this time is that i’m feeling a LOT better! I know you’ll read this and probably think ‘she’s wrong’ or ‘i dont care what she’s saying’, because i would’ve probably thought the same thing in your position. However i can hand-on-my-heart say that you will overcome this and feel so much better. This is just a dark patch we unfortunately have to tackle unlike the majority of ‘cheerful’ people we have to put up with daily. Somehow you will survive this and will be amazing, you will be able […]
I guess that those of you reading this have probably heard this a thousand times but i’m going to say it anyway why can’t i be normal? I see people in the streets smiling and getting on with life all happily and yet i’ve been condemned to my own personal hell. I thought that if i blamed people (such as my parents) that i would feel better as i would have someone/something to hate, give my life some sort of purpose. I fooled myself into believing i could be ‘somebody, that i could love life and seize every moment but i can’t. I’ve screwed up […]
So i feel as though i’ve become a complusive liar since i found out i had depression/anxiety. I’m constantly lying to my friends and family ‘pretending’ im ok and i just feel fake. I’ve even gone one step further and i am now making up people to see and inventing cool places i’ve been to when in actual fact i’m just meeting my therapist instead. Lies are turning me into some sort of monster, who am i anymore? Answer- a pathetic moron thats what…