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It’s not better. It’s even worse

by fjfkfl 5/15/2015

written by fjfkfl

I am sick and tired of it all.

The only thing that is sort of positive is that I’ve been organizing and getting rid of junk that has accumulated over my lifetime.

I pulled out the pictures of me, but I got rid of school yearbooks. Some I torched, some I put in the trash. Didn’t even bother recycling them.

I have a bible, still kept it in a box with a bunch of other books, but I don’t really give it much weight anymore. I’ll probably get rid of it in a couple of days as part of the whole process.

There are some things that are still […]

5/15/2015 1 comment

Getting there is the tough part

by fjfkfl 11/8/2011

written by fjfkfl

but once it happens, I’ve been told that the lights just quietly dim.

11/8/2011 4 comments

Without a trace

by fjfkfl 11/2/2011

written by fjfkfl

If I could disappear and no one would notice that I was gone, I would do it without a second thought.

It’s not that I don’t want to hurt anybody. At this point, there’s no one left to hurt. I just don’t want to be discussed after I’m gone.

I’ve been forgotten already, I don’t want to be remembered anymore.

11/2/2011 2 comments