You feel like your body will just explode!… and you wish and hope and pray that it will. Â There’s so much anguish and desperation built up inside you that you just can’t take it any more! Â Screaming doesn’t help. Running doesn’t help. Â There’s no way to get away from it. Â Well… there is one way. Â But if you do that, your ‘loved ones’ will say you were a selfish coward. Â As long as you keep living with the pain they are happy. Â They want you to be this way. Â If only they could experience it just once. Â Then they would understand. Â Why can’t God just […]