I’m tired. Â Tired of life. Â Tired of everything. Â I’ll breathe a sigh of relief once the holidays are over. Â I Â feel like you’re “supposed to be” all happy and thankful around the holidays. Â Sorry I don’t lead a normal life. Â I don’t feel that way and I don’t want to be forced to. Â Ridiculous. Â So done.
This is my #1 goal in life. Â I’m not good at being honest. Â I hide the truth because it terrifies me…and before you tell me that is part of my problem. Â I’m aware of it. Â It also helps me “cope” in whatever weird ways I “cope.”
For the past 16 months, I have been struggling with health problems. Â I was severely depressed and barely hanging on before that in a high-stress job with no friends.
At this point in time, it seems very possible for me to live in chronic pain for the rest of my life. Â I have no support network. Â I could leave my phone […]