Its been so fuckingg long since i’ve felt happy. According to everyone in the world, i should be happy and thankful and never be sad.
If only life worked that way. Am i selfish to want to end it all?? Yes and no. Mainly yes.
See, i am 29, single mom to 2 girls. I should be happy for them, right? Yes. They are my life. But, see, i strughle with these mental illnesses and it takes away my everything.
Currently diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder, PTSD, Attatchment Disorder, severe anxiety and panic disorder.
Fucking blows.
Out of the past year, ive attempted suicide 3 times. First one […]