Well I know that I cant ever leave my family. To many ppl depend on me. I have a 9 year old so , a husband who adores me. But I cant get over the pain of my past. Things wont go away, I keep hearing voices in my head, telling me to hurt myself. I used to cut when I was younger and that helped w/ my inner pain. I promised those around me that I wouldnt ever do that again, so that is no longer an option. I used to be able to stop the voices but now they are so […]