This is my first post, so I hope I’m doing this right. I’ve never been good at writing so this might be a little incoherent.
I know I will kill myself someday and I’m at peace with that. I just have to wait a few years till my friends either have left the country or have moved on.
My contact with friends is minimal I do not care for reaching out either. I feel incredibly selfish for taking my own life knowing it will hurt them.
My best friend/roomate has taken some distance because of my persistent pessimism. She’s not doing too great mentally either and I’m glad she […]