honestly sometimes i don’t know what keeps me going.i guess it’s just friends at this point.and right now they’re so distant in my life that even that barely seems to matter anymore.i’ve been diagnosed with depression and a couple of anxiety disorders (including PTSD) which make my life seem like a sick joke, and a hell i could’ve never imagined.sometimes i question (and i’m being fully honest about this) if maybe this isn’t life for real.sometimes it just gets so bad that i feel like i AM in hell,and hell is earth.i’m 20 years old.my family is completely disfunctional,both parents are alcoholics and tear at […]