I have two years to go, but once I am old enough I plan to join the military. However… the problem arises where I am sortof self diognosed with bipolar disorder. Like, I have every symptom to horrible extremes. I told one friend about this and she immediatly told me to see a doctor, because she had dealt with something close (major depression w/psychotic features). But, if I see a doctor, they will not let me join the military and 30 years of my life will be gone. I have been in this depressed state for about a year now and lately I have been […]