ever get that feeling when everything is fake? that’s me. everything about me is fake. like this for example. i registered with suicideproject.org because i wanted to read/listen and help in whatever way i can. the fact is, i’m not even happy myself. i am at the end of my tether. my husband and i keep fighting. it’s my fault. it always is. i’m selfish, stupid and insecure. i tried changing. i went to a psychologist but now she’s leaving the state. now what? i was prescribed anti-depressants but i never took them. well, i took one and hated the feeling. it made […]
