Feels so weird writing about my feelings. I always ignore them, as much as I can, they get so suffocating, and my thoughts do the same as well. It’s not that I’m dumb like many people think, I’m just extremely aware of everything and my mind just doesn’t stop overthinking every little thing and I don’t know how to control it, so I just ignore it as hard as I can, and as a con, this coping skill makes thinking in general harder, it’s very hard to use my brain properly, that’s why many people thinks I’m an idiot, and I would be fine with […]