UglyStupidWorthless Geraldine

My mom sang me to sleep last night….

And guess what? I signed up for the talent show. 🙂 :/ I’m not very good but i’m actually facing people 🙂 I want to sing a song..that will show people that hurting others doesn’t help at all.

By the way, to my other post, if you haven’t realized, there are children-pre-teens- who suffer too. So don’t just think about yourself, alright? Please don’t tell me to grow up and yadayada. I actually kind of like this site.. I get to stand up to people, kinda like cyberbullying, just in a nicer way. You can type it but you […]

I’m an 11 year old girl..I’m too young to be suffering.. What’s wrong with me? Why do I keep crying myself to sleep and fake smiling my head off with friends and family? I’m a loser. Fat, ugly, worthless, piece of trash. Good for nothing… I may be young..but my soul is old.

Tell me now. How am i an attentionwhore? Do you see me posting pictures of my scarred arm on my social accounts? Have you seen me without my bracelets? Do I tell you about my messed up life? NO. I don’t, okay? I smile SO MUCH, it hurts! You want to know something? It’s not real. I’m known as the cheery, hyper, giggly and happy one of the entire school. I haven’t ticked off ONE SIGN to you that i’m hiding behind my over-joyed face.

“You’re always so happy!” Cassie giggled at me. I just flashed her a toothy grin. Though my brain was telling me […]

I’m not those kind of people who have tiny scratches on their arms and says they cut. I used to be like that… so wimpy to even try. But look at me now! All grown up…and torn. I don’t have those tiny slits on my arm. I have long cuts across my arm, up and down. I have FAT and UGLY carved into my sensitive skin. I cry myself to sleep..lucky nights..I fall asleep fast. Then I have to wake up and face the drama of the world. That’s not all the time I get! I have school time to run into the bathroom and […]

I hate when I forget my blades wherever I go.

I hate when people judge me.

I hate that I have to lie to everyone and tell everyone of them the same lie, “I’m just tired.”

I hate that I’m ugly.

I hate that this world has lead to nothing but gruesome..shame..