please if anyone is out there help me, if anyone has a decent enough heart please help me. I can’t keep living like this, I can’t keep living with this abuse. Please I need help I need help. I’m going to kill myself and I don’t want to I can’t leave my baby turtle all by himself. I’m so scared and no one will believe me no one listens. My own dad has turned my whole family against me. He keeps lying and lying and lying. No one fucking loves me anymore. My friends won’t help me I’m going to get kicked out of my […]
Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind,
I pray for ignorance and bliss,
Where no thought can smudge my sight,
And memories can’t make you cry,
If only forgetfulness turned to pleasure,
And remeberance my only blunder,
The world might seem a brighter place,
So be kind and let me live my,
Eternal sunshine of a spotless mind
i love you so much, but where are you? Hurry up and meet me you fuck. Hurry up and save me cant you see life is slipping? And time is ticking? Let’s not waste a moment. I don’t known your there. So prove me wrong. Come out of hiding and love your little punk Rick princess your little junkie masterpiece. Because I kinda need you now. Everyone else keeps telling me I’m worthless, or I’m a ***** or a ****. Tell me I’m pretty and be my valentine. That’d be nice of you. I mean I’m pretty enough. I want you to tell me I’m […]
I might just have a really good idea that might save us. What if we all went on a suicide journey. Just go somewhere just to have an adventure. Like a couple of weeks of spontanious adventures. Just going with the wind. Seeing something beautiful. Then when we get back we make our decisions weather we want to die or not. I think that’s what I’m going to do. If there’s nothing beautiful here I might as well look somewhere else
I’ve tried comiting suicide 4 times. Most times I tried to bleed out. Then I tried to OD. But now I’m thinking about it. I want to really leave those assholes a mess to clean. I want my body to look like a rotting zombie by the time I’m done with myself. I’m thinking of slicing my arms up again. And cutting my neck as deep as my knife will let me. If i haven’t bled out from there I’m going to cut my ex fiancée’s name into my stomach. And finally write my suicide note I’m my […]
If I die I’d want some one to take pictures of my corpse and use it as an album cover. Then my closest friends should make necklaces out of my skull. And lastly make soup from my brain. Now tell me about how fucked up you think you are. Mayhem is my favorite band for a reason. Dead the late singer is an inspiration
On letting go we find that we can not handle ourselves
When misery fails and we find death is our home
Sweet letting go.
On letting go we find how far we can go
This winding road
Speaks like the love that we’ve shoved to the wall
In the end who will save our rotting souls?
Sweet letting go
I’ve never seen a moment where the tormented disagree
It doesn’t make you weak if you cry to breath
Sweet letting go
Sweet letting go
Sweet letting go of a soul and all beautiful woe.
-by Giannaganja
Ever have one of those dreams? The ones where you’re just completely happy and you never want to leave? Last night I had a dream, I fell inlove… I was just happy. Happy to be in his arms, happy to spend forever with him. He was perfect, Norse, strong, tall, long blonde hair, punk. We were laying in a barn at night time, and my parents saw a demon in the window and forced me to leave. I was crying in the dream, why are things so unfair? I loved him.
I woke up feeling like shit. […]