I really recommend you watch the movie Bang Bang You’re Dead. It is about a high school student who is bullied so much that he threatens to bomb the school, and sets up a real (but non-working) bomb in his school. Among other things, it is a movie that addresses bullying, suicide, depression, and it really helped me a lot.
Here is the 1st link to the movie on youtube, you have to watch it in 9 parts /:
My best friend is moving to a different state in 13 days. It makes me so happy to see her in school, and next year she won’t be here to make me happy. I have other friends, but she is the most special of them all. She has the same personality as me, and we get everything the other says/does. Everyone else thinks we’re crazy and weird, but we understand each other. Next year, I will have no one to hug when I’m having a bad day, I won’t be able to walk down the hallway holding her hand (we are really affectionate xD) And […]
I miss what I once had. I miss it so much, and for years those feelings have consumed me, and they have taken over me until I was no longer me at all. I have blamed so many people for my own problems, and I have lived my short life hating almost everyone who has come into my life. I have caused so many people pain because I let my feelings get the better of me. I have pinned my suicidal thoughts and actions on specific people. I have blamed past experiences for the depression that now consumes me. I have blamed my birth defect […]
Only in my dreams
Do you hear my screams
And you realize what I feel
And only in my dreams can you finally allow me to heal.
No one can hear me
As I silently scream in agony
I sit here utterly alone
In panic I let out a moan.
I wish he would see what I see
My heart silently pleas
My heart wants to die
My brain shuts down with a sigh.
As I hold the gun in my hand
I listen to my favorite band
As I hold the knife to my skin
My mouth turns into a sadistic grin.
When I look in the mirror
I recoil in fear
But then it’s all okay
Because I know I will die today.
When I am dead
sympathetic words will be said
But no […]
I am 15 years old. I know that the things in my life that have made so depressed and screwed up don’t really compare to other peoples’ problems, but I sincerely hope that NO ONE has to go through the pain that I have experienced and I hope that NO ONE ever feels the immense pain that I must live with everyday. And most importantly, I hope that NO ONE hates themselves as much as I hate myself.
My story is this:
I was born with a cleft pallet and lip. I have had 10 and counting surgeries, something no one should have to go through. Each […]
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