No one can hear me
As I silently scream in agony
I sit here utterly alone
In panic I let out a moan.
I wish he would see what I see
My heart silently pleas
My heart wants to die
My brain shuts down with a sigh.
As I hold the gun in my hand
I listen to my favorite band
As I hold the knife to my skin
My mouth turns into a sadistic grin.
When I look in the mirror
I recoil in fear
But then it’s all okay
Because I know I will die today.
When I am dead
sympathetic words will be said
But no one truly knew
How the hate inside me grew.
It grew like a cancer
Because no one would answer
I feel so alone
As I wait for the ring of the phone.
I am dying
My heart is sighing
As death takes a hold
I whisper “Goodbye cruel world.”
2 comments
What can i say- except very true. And the fact that you are never alone.
thats a really good poem, i can relate to it,hell its a good poem!