I have started cutting myself with the blade of a pencil sharpener that shit is sharp and it works but I do it to get over all the pain I have, and it usually works for a couple minutes at a time it feels good to cut myself and I like the pain too much to stop now I am also going to get a therapist and hopefully it will help with me wanting to kill myself because it is getting worse day by day. Furthermore, I have started watching Hamza on YouTube and I will try to start working out to boost my self-esteem […]
My girlfriend broke up with me, I still can’t get over her it’s been a couple of days and I still like her I have told her that and i am attempting to get with her again and in case you guys care I read every comment and listen to them most of the time it happened because I called her out for something she did it ended up in an argument and I called her a ***** a couple of times and her friends (one of them being my ex) told her to break up with me so she did. I have told her […]
I’m going to a doctor for my concentration issues, and I have been thinking about if I should tell them about everything else like me being depressed and shit and I am still thinking about it, or should I just tell them about my concentration problems and stuff but that’s all for today and I’m feeling a bit more shitty because my girlfriend thinks I am losing feelings/am embarrassed of her which I am not and I have told her many times and idk what to do about that but that is all for today.
Okay so I’m very sure I have add or adhd and either depression and/or anxiety but I can’t talk to anyone about it my friends and brother tell me to stop looking for attention and they just don’t know I’m trying to get help and I just wish that I could talk to someone, and I can’t talk to a therapist for some fucking stupid reason, and I feel like I would be better off killing myself because I am failing or getting shit grades in all of my classes. I live in Canada, and I have to take French immersion because my parent won’t […]
Why should I live if everything I ever do will be forgotten and all life is, is essentially well… Pain, nothing is worth living for if everyone will die including you and me and break-ups are the worst thing ever and you have to go through that pain for so long and so many times or you could just end it all because I don’t want to spend the rest of my life in school and then working until I die, I can just kill myself and get rid of all of the pain weather it is emotional or physical I will be writing more […]
So, basically what most people think life is, is you live to go and finish school get good grades make friends go to university or collage graduate get a good job get a wife and kids then you work maybe do a couple of fun things like umm go on some trips somewhere with your family but for the most part you work your whole life away until you inevitably die, and you will be forgotten.
Or you drop out of school you don’t go to university you live with your parents until they die. You get their assets, and you have to sell everything to […]