Why should I live if everything I ever do will be forgotten and all life is, is essentially well… Pain, nothing is worth living for if everyone will die including you and me and break-ups are the worst thing ever and you have to go through that pain for so long and so many times or you could just end it all because I don’t want to spend the rest of my life in school and then working until I die, I can just kill myself and get rid of all of the pain weather it is emotional or physical I will be writing more soon prob tonight but I just don’t know what to do anymore.
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Why live? For me mostly it’s the simple reasons. I like good food, movies, shows, music, cute girls and traveling.
I also have ideas I’m hoping one day might make me wealthy but that’s always a longshot and has a low chance of success.
But like you I do have my days where the struggle to keep going really isn’t worth it. For me it’s the pain of dating the wrong girls and being upset for missing out on awesome opportunities (with hot girls) that I don’t think I’ll ever get again, I mean with similar ones.
Meanwhile I have other daily issues I have to put up with. Actually where I live sucks and I was planning to buy a place, but mtg rates have gone up and I’ll have to wait till next year. In the meantime I’ll have to find a new apartment to live at.
I’m also mostly around for my family-they’re going through their own struggles and I just couldn’t leave them on their own, esp my mother who is elderly.
I plan to try to keep going for another decade (60 yrs old) and reevaluate my life at that time. Though I won’t take the idea of ‘ending it’ more seriously until at least my mother has passed away or is at least in a position where I know she’ll be fine (like living with a sibling). Anyways, that’s my situation in a nutshell.