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I cannot go five minutes without thinking about commiting suicide.  I dont know what to do.  Have started on medications and counselling, but it only seems to be getting worse.   I am so lonely where i live, but my parents are dependent on me and hence cannot die.

I am not in a prison, yet i feel like i am solitary confinement most of the time.  I go to office every week day, gym almost every day.  Yet, when I return to my lonely house, I feel like i am getting locked up in a prison.

I just need someone to talk to without them judging […]