Everyday for the past 4 months I’ve been thinking about doing it. Nothing has changed for the better and I just realized I have nothing to live for. I’m miserable all the time. I feel trapped every second of my life. My whole life is nothing and it’s ruined. How did I come to this point? 3 years ago today this was just a normal day where I was enjoying it with my family. But now I’m depressed and antisocial. I’ve failed my family. I’m the golden child turned black sheep. I used to be so happy. I used to be “normal.” I know how […]
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Having different emotions all at once and not having or knowing any way to get them out. Waiting for an end that’s taking forever. I can’t trust or talk to anyone, if I do they’ll think I’m crazy or pathetic.
Not being able to express yourself is torturing, it feels like you’re drowning.
People are scary, and unpredictable. I wish I could get away from all of them. Everywhere I turn there’s people and more people. I want to be in a place where there’s quiet and no humans. I’m sick and tired of everyday waking up to just see people. The world is full of them […]
I deeply hate this world, people are so cruel. They hate you or judge even if they don’t know you. They steal, lie, kill, rape, etc. Humans are selfish and disgusting. This world is fucked. Society is bullshit. I can’t wait till the day I die so I can leave this fucked up world. Hopefully it rots. I’m so tired, I try to see the good things about this world but all the bad things overpower the good. I can’t stand being here, I can’t stand being in my own skin either. Why the hell am I here? I want to take my own life […]