I want it all to end so badly. I’ve been living this perpetual lie. The entire family thinks I’m in grad school, even though I’m not. I’m fat and overweight. I’ve never had a girlfriend. I’m in debt with collectors constantly calling. Got fired from my job. As of me writing this right now, things look bleak. Often times I sit and stare at this hunting knife imagining how it would be if I ended my life. Only reason I don’t is because I’m a *****, and I don’t want to burden my family. Also, I’m semi-religious, and suicide would be a mortal sin.
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