I dont expect anyone to understand. Im putting a shotgun in my mouth tonight. Im intoxicated and want to wish the world, anyone who cares the best. I wish you never feel the pain of eternal singleness ans the lonely, gut wrenching useless feeling that comes with it. God im actually happy. Freedom at last. Good luck to anyone who reads this. I failed.
what do you think about suicide by freezing? perhaps some alcohol and walking out into the forest in freezing temperatures. you think its painless?
In a nutshell: 23 years old, No job, never been in a serious relationship, living with my sibling who I can tell doesn’t want me to be here much longer. No money, no car, and since graduating and moving to a new city, no friends. I do EVERYTHING alone. I eat alone, I go out alone, I work out alone. Student loan payments will have to be made soon. Rent, car payments, a multitude of other bills with no job are coming. This isn’t what it was supposed to be like. By this point in my life I was supposed to be starting a new […]