Just realized how dark this website is.. and I’m not just talking about the background color etc.. but I guess it’s a good outlet.. Had a pretty dull day and here I am alone at home again.. it kills sometimes.. seeing a movie soon and might see girl tonight.. so it ain’t too bad.. ahh watever..
This is my first time posting. But I am feeling kinda suicidal right now. I was on medication for like 7 years, I dunno I guess I was just naturally depressed since a very young age, but now it’s been 6 months that I’m off it. I honestly feel like killing myself now, cuz I can’t feel shit in my heart.. I have a girl and there’s lots of people and friends that really care about me.. But nonetheless I don’t feel much.. My daily schedule is like a bit fucked, try to keep busy but not much going on.. Just waiting to go off […]
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