8 years and you’re still inside my head
Inside my heart
I can’t burn you away
I can’t see another’s eye
Without seeing yours
I can’t kiss another lips
Without feeling yours
I can’t say I love you
Without thinking of you
And the big problem here
Is that you don’t even know
You’ll never know
You’ve moved on
You’re in love with someone else
And I’ll never be her
How can I forget you?
It’s been 7 years and I still think of us.
What could have been. What you killed before it began. Oh god I still dream of you. I still need you, I still want you, I still love you. And you don’t have a clue. I just pray for you to go away but you continue to grow inside. Do I take that as a sign? Are we ever gonna be together? What can I do? You’re part of my pain.
I fail and I fail and I fail and it’s a never needing circle, I want to break free, I need to change but I can’t seem to get it right. I finally give up, I can’t, maybe it’s my destiny? I want to believe that it’s not but nothing reacts the way I would like to. I need a little hope.
Fear, and panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel like everything I saw
Is being swept away
When I refuse to let you go
I can’t get it right
Get it right
Since I met you
When will this loneliness be over
It’s been 7 years and I still can’t forget you.how can I forget the one that was everything to me?
I can’t compare and I can’t get anyone like you. I don’t feel the same as I was with you.
I want to think that it was meant to be.
Maybe someday we will meet again in life.
And this time maybe we can love again.
This time maybe you’ll stay.
I know someday I will find my way,
It’s just that it’s taking way too long,
And I’m getting tired, weaker and I don’t know if I’m willing to continue, it’s just hurts so fucking much. I need a break. Forever.
I handed you a knife and my heart,
And now the dream is over.
I miss you so much and I feel empty without you. I just wish you could feel the same way about me.
Time is mocking me and now I’m fighting gravity. I’m destroying me, colliding worlds will set you free.
I am so worthless
Just a waste of space
No one is ever gonna give me time in their day, I have no future no motivitation to continue my dreams.
Never worth anyone’s full time or commitment.
You say that you love me,
Yet you ignore me.
You claim that you love me,
And you just ignore me.
You scream that you love me,
When you fucking ignore me.
You swear that you love me,
And it’s been 4 days since the last time you spoke to me.
I am so tempted to cut my rivers and let myself drown.
I didn’t mean for this to go as far as it did,
I didn’t mean to get so close and share what we did,
I didn’t mean to fall in love, but I did,
And you didn’t mean to love me back, but I know you did.
Wishing my wrists were bleeding,
to stop the pain from the beatings.
Please don’t break my heart.
Please.
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I’m falling in love,
But something feels wrong.
Something about his words,
Feels like lies dressed as love.
I need to find a way to explain
How I really feel about this pain,
I don’t want to get hurt again.
He was feeling sad today cause of a family problem, I tried my best to make him feel better, I tried to let him know that I was feeling worried about my life too, college and stuff. And I was just starting to tell him, when he started to talk about his problem and I completely forgot about myself, so I can focused on him and try to make him feel better and not sad. And tried and tried my best, and he never let me in, he tells me “I love you” and I take it, but it feels like a lie, why. He […]
I know I’m in love
But he’s not sure,
I know he hides something,
About his past, he doesn’t want to get over that,
it’s been a while and I know his lost made him changed,
but I know somehow I can make all that go away.
But why does it hurt so much when he tells me a lie,
I want to believe him, but he makes it so easy.
I really know he’s not over his ex,
so how and why can he tells me “I love you” without even feel it.
How can he kiss me, when he’s thinking about the one […]
Am I going to be able to be loved and love someday? Am I worth it? ????
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