K,
Why do I feel this intense guilt over stuff I had no control of whatsoever. I wish I could turn back time and tell them what happened to you but we were kids and I didn’t think the adults would listen. I’m really sorry this happened to you K and I truly wish I could take all the pain he put you through away. I think being the eldest cousin I feel I let you down and even though I personally didn’t go through what you did I still suffered my own shit and still am.
Fuck him for doing it.
B