It’s gettin harder each day to act like I’m ok.
I’m not.
I’m so tired of feeling like this, I want it all to end.
I can’t go on.
I wake up a and the feeling of dread washes over me like a tsunami of angst.
Upset I woke up at all.
This needs to end.
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I feel that same dread everyday. Not sure when it will get better but hopefully eventually something will happen to change it.
It’s okay to feel crappy, not enjoyable I know…but I’ve learned to choose to be happy amidst it. Takes a lot of practice. I feel crappy a lot of the time….cut yourself some slack. I agree, it would nice to wake up and feel like a new man…do what you can. Cheers!
Often I too get mad that I wake up in the morning. I used to be afraid of death but after my mom died of cancer and my sister died in a car accident the same year, I welcome death. I want to be with them again and life here sucks.
Yeah i have my moments when I’m happy and ok with life but its very brief and fleeting. I just put on this facade that I’m ok and everything is fine when deep down its not. I’m glad i came across this site just to voice my feelings as I find it hard talkin with my bf of 12 years. He knows I cut myself as it aint easy to hide. But always in the back of my mind I think of suicide. I do hate feeling this way and wish I was fine. After all these years I thought i would be better.