Everyday it’s a constant struggle on trying not to cut. Not only thy but seeing all the many scar that completely cove my thigh  I’m trying my best to try and have god back in my life I fell like I need him mor than my razor . I really have tried I tell my friends but they  dont care at all. It sucks not hacing a true friend  thy will respond but I’m just trying my best
I tell myself that if I cut its not worthit. Â All it causes is questions I don’t want to answer. Yet I still get the razor and cut just enough to feel the pain of what’s eating me inside. See the blood fall on my bare skin showing that I’m still in this cruel world called : Hell
Hey eve here.  Well you see my close friend killed himself on 12/05/12. I never met him but we talked on the phone and kikked a lot. He helped me with my suicide problem  He  texted me saying what he was going to do. Just my luck to respond 30 min. Late.  I feel as if I could have saved his life in those thirty minutes. He meant so much to me . He was the first one to know about  my  cuts. He told me to rub that stuff that takes away scars so I don’t have to look at my past all […]
Hi. Call me eve. I’m new so yeah. I do self harm  Okay so I guess I’ll start of with my cousin. My cousin and I are in the same grade. She has a great body and is a real beauty to guys… Me on the other had I’m flat chested that’s said by others and I don’t get the guy that I really like . You se this dude Rafael we had. Lot of past and like he was so nice to me and helped me keep on going in life . We started talking and BOOM I started to really like him. That’s […]