There’s a guy that I love that, because of distance, I can’t date.
I really love him and he swears he loves me but-he doesn’t “do long distance” which is pretty much what we’re already doing. It’s exactly the same but I try not to let that hurt me.
I’m so afraid to lose him though…thinking of him, how I love talking to him and making him happy helps me survive the day. But-he’s not MINE. He’s not my boyfriend-he could leave and I wouldn’t be able to stop him. Thinking of us being together makes me smile and that helps push away the suicidal thoughts.
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