I guess I just want to tell someone what’s on my mind without having to deal with people being scared or trying to intervene.
I think about killing myself all the time. I don’t think I ever will, but I wish I would. I have made a few…gestures I guess? I keep hoping that if I dangle my feet in the pool enough times I will take the plunge, but so far no luck. The only ways that I have access to are either really painful, really frightening, really difficult to do correctly or some combination.
I wish I didn’t have to do it. I wish I […]