I feel like I have a plan (although it may be stupid) to finally end my life. It will take some time to put everything together, but I think I can finally end this. I don’t know, just venting because my life has gone so downhill there’s no saving me.
I don’t know why I am still here. Why don’t I finally end it all? From the beginnings of coming to this website to now, my life has not improved. Unfortunately, my life has only gotten worse. I’m in debt now partially because of my family, and I will never be able to get out of it. I can’t get a job because of my illnesses, and my mother keeps spending money as if we have it. We don’t.
If things keep going this way, I’ll be homeless next year. Honestly, it’s probably for the best. I’m probably going to choose homelessness rather than staying with my delusional mother. Thank god I no longer have to deal with my father.
Well, it’s always nice to vent. Thank god this website still exists.