For me it’s my favourite way to die.
I’ve got a rope for a few years. But it’s very short. I know it’s strong enough to hold me. But what kind of rope do I need exactly?
I know how to knot a hangman’s knot.
But how strong the bough needs to be?
Is a chair enough height to get a broken neck?
I don’t want this.
I hate this situation.
I’m lonely and desperate.
I hate myself.
I hate him.
I hate all the people wo kid me.
I don’t want this anymore.
No one there to hold me.
My fault.
Shouldn’t let him go.
But it’s not better with him.
It’s the biggest mistake to burn the letters of somebody’s name on your skin. Why I did it again? All those words. They’re more than just scars. I know it’s a mistake
When I see him it pulls me to him. But at the same moment I want to run away. Mostly I run. Too much pain.
I’m so afraid.
Hey,I’m 15 years now, 10th grade, German.
I found this community searching for the 30 Day Self Harm Challenge. Maybe some of you know about it.
I’m going to try it.
I harm myself about 2 and a half year now. There were some lucky month I haven’t even thought about it. But I never wanted to stop and so I didn’t.
In the last weeks everything just went wrong and again self harm is one of my escapes.
I’m not trying to get rid of it with this challenge. I’m just interested in how it feels not to do something I want to.
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