I tried it, in February. I taped my arms together, and my legs too, so I couldn’t save myself. I made a noose of some nylon tie-straps and tied then to a beam, in the attic, in the garage. I was making my final preparations (freaking out) when my husband opened the garage door.
I jumped off the ladder I had been on. I remember hearing him say “No!†and remember him trying to lift me up, yelling at me to “stand up on the ladder†and then I remember nothing. That took up about 5 seconds. It wasn’t painful at all. That’s all I remember.
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