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Tuesday – election day in the US

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Sorry for the non-US people here…. 

 

but for some of us, we have been waiting for this day for awhile….  if for no other reason – to shut up all the stupid attack ads and BS phone calls.   I do believe that “my” side will win tonight and I am happy for that.   Looking forward to voting tonight and then sitting on my sofa and watching the results with a cold adult beverage!!    Then when my candidate is announced the winner, I am going to light off some fireworks and go to bed.

 

Wednesday is a great day to die.

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zero focus, zero motivation, kinda brain dead

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I think my brain is all but dead.   I just stare at a screen and my eyes see what they see – but nothing makes it to my brain.   I have no ability to focus and I have no motivation at all.   Half the time the phone rings I dont even try to answer.

 

life just blows.   ppl may be around me, but i am totally alone.   and i just wanna leave this world.   i need to leave this world

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always exhausted…..

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Slept in on saturday.  I  got two extra hours of sleep on sunday.   Went to bed an hour early last night..   And i can barely even stay awake this morning.    I have no energy.   My body simply hurts – like I have just been swinging a sludge hammer all day.

 

Why am i always tired.   Why do i always feel like I have to just lay down.   How can I continue with the ‘stare at my computer and ignore all the work that is piling up around me?’  Absolutely nothing excites me anymore (other than literally for a minute at a time, and then right back into […]

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alone in a room full of ppl

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i think i must have already gone crazy.  i am in a room full of ppl and all i can think about is stabbing myself or standing up and screaming at people.    And they have not really done anything to me – but i dont like people.   i feel judgement when there probably really isnt any.    I feel scorn.   I am never accepted in their groups.   i feel small and weak and like i simply do not belong on this shithole planet.

 

i am not exactly sure wtf anti-social means, but i am guessing i am it.    i wish they would just nuke the whole freakin […]

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