if suicide means pain then i see no point in suicide..
i mean yes i do have bad genes so is it still my fault for being a loser?
then I could at least make money by prostituition… and I would be able to get laid… as an autistic boy i have no skills and cant make money or get some *****… nothing is in my favor..
“should i kill myself? or should i wait and maybe life will get better?” this is the question i have been asking myself for more than 2 years. I still cant make a decision. life isnt getting better its only getting worse. so there is no point in living. i cant kill myself either because i only have one shot at life and if i die there is no guarantee that there is an afterlife. why does everything has to be hard? I used to musterbate my sadness away but now i dont even like porn and musterbation. what am i going to do? cant […]
There is nothing good about me.
1) I am bangladeshi and still live in bangladesh.
2) I am autistic.
3) I am 19 which means almost 1/3 of my life is already over (because bangladeshi men usually live 60 years and women 70 years).
4) I am a male and I am inferior to females.
5) I am only 5’4”.
6) I am fugly and brown.
7) My parents are fucking poor, make only about 20k a year.
8) I have no skills because I am autistic and thus I have no job and no money.
9) I am the stupidest human to have ever existed.
10) My head is super small. only 9 inch […]