“should i kill myself? or should i wait and maybe life will get better?” this is the question i have been asking myself for more than 2 years. I still cant make a decision. life isnt getting better its only getting worse. so there is no point in living. i cant kill myself either because i only have one shot at life and if i die there is no guarantee that there is an afterlife. why does everything has to be hard? I used to musterbate my sadness away but now i dont even like porn and musterbation. what am i going to do? cant a miracle just happen to me? what would be so wrong
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Travel!
I am poor my parents make less than 20k a year so travelling is impossible.
Oh btw when you die there is no afterlife. It’s lights out.
I know that too. i am an athiest+ex muslim but i still think something godlike might be out there but it is way beyond human comprehension.
One nice thing about masturbation is that it’s free. Doesn’t matter if you’re wealthy, middle class or poor – everyone can rub one out and it costs nothing. (Plus, it’s not really a sin).
morris, what are you doing in a suicide site when you believe in sins? I dont think a person who believes in afterlife and hell can even think of suicide. I was a muslim once and I know that feeling- not being able to even think of suicide
A lot of people think that masturbation is a sin. I just wanted to point out that it’s not. God created masturbation so that we could fall asleep easier.
oh so you are a christian?
I’m a recovering Xian.
oh and for me musterbation is not free, i still need lube because my dumbass parents circumcised me
Borderline TMI there.
lol that less is tmi for you? looks like you are a very clean person, both physically and mentally
I’m just yanking your chain (I’m messing around).
I’m circumcised too but I rarely lube up. The dry method works just fine for me.
Btw, you can delete this comment if you feel that sharing masturbation techniques on a suicide forum is slightly inappropriate.
no we should be able to share everything here. it doesnt matter
If anything in life ever perplexes you, just type a question into the Google search engine.
Google “how to masturbate without using lube” and you’ll be surprised by what you find. Many of the results will be useless, but if you sift through the rubbish you will find some pearls of wisdom.
Google is the tool of choice for truth seekers in the 21st century. You just gotta rummage through a lot of trash before you find anything useful.
thanks for the info
I think it’s a SIN to have to pay to masturbate.
That’s just not right.
yeah its my parents fault for reproducing and it is my fault for being born to muslim parents
Gotta play the cards you’ve been dealt to the best of your ability, right?
No one chooses their family; you’re stuck with them and they’re stuck with you. C’est la Vie.
so morris, are your parents xianist?
My parents are irrelevant. One is dead and the other one I rarely see or communicate with.
All they did was mix genetic cocktails.
no i was just asking that if you chose xianism by yourself or was it your parents.
I don’t subscribe to any organized religion, although I do like Buddhist philosophy.
I’m an atheist with Buddhist tendencies.
yah I am kind of like that too
iamafingloser ,
You need to find something else you like to do, be glad there’s no after life so you don’t have to go through this shit again.