IBeBlue808

I want everyone to know that this is what I wanted, I just want to be dead. I don’t think that me killing myself is being a coward like I used to, now I am positive that those who go through with it is brave. For so long it has taken me a lot of bravery to actually go through with this. Once I read from this website, “In death there is nothing, and in nothing, perfection.” I just want to be perfect for once, by being nothing. My life has been filled with depression and sadness, and I want to feel nothing, forever.

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Everyone reading this, I want you to know that life sucks. I would know, I have been dragged along, trying to fit in only to have someone spit in my face and tell me I’m not good enough, that I am a complete failure at every. single. thing. I. do. I even failed at trying to kill myself. Everything about me is wrong. I used to have friends I could trust, but they turned out to be absolute fakes and turned their backs on me. You know why? All because of one single mistake I made. ONE MISTAKE. All I did was say my friends […]

I was always bullied, they made me feel so unwanted, so worthless. Everyday I would Ty to act as though everything was fine and I would put a fake plastic smile to try to be normal, only to cry my eyes out when my parent weren’t home. I was drowning and had nowhere to go. One day I finally snapped. I went home and swallowed a handful of pills. If I’d didn’t throw up the glob before passing out I would have died. Years later, i would like think I am better but I am not. The bullying has started up again and my friends […]