I feel like I’m losing this battle today. Found out about two more jobs I didn’t get. And had to pay a large, overdue bill. Feeling like I’m never going to have anything good happen to me. I feel broken and alone. I’m sitting at work, working for a guy who won’t hire me full time no matter how good he says I am at the job. I’ll go home to my amazing boyfriend who deserves better than me. To a house I’m failing at keeping clean or even functioning. To piles of laundry and dishes. Everything around me is crumbling and I’m sitting in […]