Sorry, just bookmarking this change in SP History. (Edit this later)
Um, LOOK IT’S LIL’ FUCKUP!
*Runs Away*
Sigh. I had some clarity! But now..
I just wrote a long post about my life this past month and why i think i have been having so many jumbled thoughts lately. How absurd life really is and got into whether my life seems confusing because of my racing brain or if my brain is racing because of the events this month.
But of course it all deleted itself before i was done. Grrr. Mushu
Life sometimes, i mean what are the odds? It’s like there is some invisible line on my “life worth chart”..or something. And every time my life value goes above it. […]
Im just going to post some random pic of a dog i can relate to.
Fuck some people are stupid!?…!
Arrg! Sniff the sting! Im no good for anyones mind! Numbing sensation of jumbled thoughts. Racing truths through my head, Zombies! *sigh*
Mhhhrrrg! Fuck them, JUST…
X-C
The title. I am in no mood or state of mind for SP tonight.
So i really should’t post this. BUt i don’t care i just want to runawey.
I can’t be here anymore i can’t take it. Please help me escape this.
I don’t want to kill myself. I just don’t want to be here anymore.
I am mentally tired. I haven’t been able to think straight for weeks. And its getting worse.
For me, this feeling is usually folowed by a meltdown. But i havent had one jet.
Maybe I have become Numb… or something. idk. ARRRRR. I cant think straight and my head hurts like hell.
I feel like a bomb in a box. Who cant explode nomatter how badly i want to.
I have tried sleeping but when i wake up, i still feel just as exhausted as before. I cant cry even tho i want to. I dont feel like braking stuff or screaming so whats the point. And cutting just dosnt cut it for me.(Ignore the pun -_-)
TO THE POINT: […]