I am mentally tired. I haven’t been able to think straight for weeks. And its getting worse.
For me, this feeling is usually folowed by a meltdown. But i havent had one jet.
Maybe I have become Numb… or something. idk. ARRRRR. I cant think straight and my head hurts like hell.
I feel like a bomb in a box. Who cant explode nomatter how badly i want to.
I have tried sleeping but when i wake up, i still feel just as exhausted as before. I cant cry even tho i want to. I dont feel like braking stuff or screaming so whats the point. And cutting just dosnt cut it for me.(Ignore the pun -_-)
TO THE POINT: How does one give op without killing self?
(Sorry, i can’t think. This post probably didn’t make any sense. And sorry for the bad grammar and language. Im from Europe and i dont type that well or much)
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3 comments
Um, any ideas?
Maybe you need to do something where you can relax? Just forget about all your worries? If you can do this for a bit, it will help.
Relaxing dosnt help me. My brain still hurts. As i said in my post:
“I have tried sleeping but when i wake up, i still feel just as exhausted as before.”
Maybe my numbness is the problem. Maybe i need to provoke myself to flipout… or something. Ar! Idk i just need to get rid of this pushing feeling.
I need to give op.